The NONSENSE experienced in love relationships: essays about duality

I try to understand duality, feeling addicted to it ... somehow still dreaming that one day I'll meet a woman ... which can really understand the fantasies from my mind. Unfortunately ... reality is different. Totally different. Meanwhile ... I meet a new lady ... and a new one ... and then another one ... and when I believe i am finally lucky ... i see again that all is just ... a nonsense. The absurd ... in its absolute form. So ... maybe i am responsible of such a dynamic ... but no matter what ... i just hate it. Looking like a curse ... experienced in continuous form. All being probably karmic ... but too abstract for my idiotic brain. Of course ... that doesn't stop me ask on and on and on ... Why?! Why?! Why?! And that is probably why I've written so many books. Asking. And asking. Analysing and defining ... but always accepting that all the time i end up into the nonsense. Having no escape. No real chance. View Less